DREAM.

April, 2006
I was hanging out at Mac with my friends till I saw you, talking to one of my friends. I walked past you, you smiled at me and asked for my 8-digits. I smiled, blushed and just walked away.
Was it a day after or two, you start texting me, telling me you got my number from one of your friends. And then, we planned to meet. You wanted to show me the place where you usually hang out with your friends. We became closer, as time goes by.
And on the 27 April, you text and asked me to be yours. And I was on a cloud.
I watched you play soccer, watched you have jamming sessions with your friends and spent time with you whenever I could.
I still remember, going to the store at Esso to get a Hot dog roll, kinder bueno & peach tea cuz I was hungry.
We talked on the phone till late and I had to whisper cuz I was scared mum would listen. But she did and I got scolded few times, anyway.
Our relationship wasn't smooth sailing, we had our ups and down. But we got over it.
August, 2006
I started hanging out with my schoolmates and I lied to you. You called home and asked mum if I was there. You found out and was mad at me. We quarreled and you even talked to my friends. And then, we broke up. It was on the 17 August.
I met someone new and I got nothing else to say. You advice me not to be with him but I ignored you and was reluctant to leave. In the end, we broke up too. And you asked if we could go back together on your birthday. I agreed soon after but I was just confused. Because I still had feelings for him. I went MIA and then broke up with you again after I got him back. I told you to move on. But karma hit me so fast that I took quite some time to stand up again.
In the end, I found out you really moved on and found someone. I was bit jealous. I tried so hard to forget bout you. You hated me so much back then.
Every night, I slept, hugging the bear you gave as a gift on my birthday. It was the only thing I'm left with which resembles you. Deep down, I still have feelings for you. I never could forget you. Its that one thing you do which makes a huge impact on my life. You were my first love.

The memories are still fresh.

For 4 years, that feeling is still there, deep down. It was never perished.
I still love you, Haider. Despite what you did or said to me.