Sunday, June 07, 2009
Sorry I ain't perfect.
I know I'm far from perfect, I'm sorry. Sorry I'm not HER. Sorry I'm just Reena. Sorry that I'm not better than HER. Everybody have their own way to show care & concern. Obviously, I'm not HER. If you want me to be like HER, why don't you just wait for HER? Make sense that way.Would appreciate if you appreciate what I did for you. But too bad, you can't even notice what I did. You're just too naive. Love you still, anyway.It's strange to think the songs we used to sing. The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone.Yesterday I found out about you. Even now just looking at you feels wrong. You say that you'd take it all back, give me one chance, It was a moment of weakness and you said, 'Yes'. You should've said no, you should've gone home. You should've thought twice before you let it all go. You can see that I've been crying and baby you know all the right things to say but do you honestly except me to believe, we could ever be the same. You say that the past is the past, I need one chance. It was a moment of weakness and you said, 'Yes' And told me you loved me. Were you just kidding? Cuz it seems to me this thing is breaking down. We almost never speak, I don't feel welcome anymore. Baby what happened? Please tell me cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door and I stare, at the phone. He still, hasn't called and you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all. And you flashback to when he said Forever and always. Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong. It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone. Cuz I was there when you said Forever and always. Was I out of line? Did I say something way to honest? Did you run and hide like a scared little boy? I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute. Now I'm not so sure. So, here's to everything coming down to nothing, here's to silence that cuts me to the core, Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymoreK bye. ILH, no matter what. Muah!
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