I've put my trust in you. Pushed as far as I can go.
You're the drug I need in life. Strong & addictive. What I need to survive. Healthy drug. Like a medicine, maybe. But very addictive. I wouldn't want to lose you to another cuz how can I survive after? I can be as selfish as I can be. But holding you a lil bit too tightly might result in slipping you like holding a wet soap which would eventually slips out of your hand if you clutch it in a wrong way. I don't wanna lose you. Not again.
No matter how far apart the distance is between us, like the sun and the Earth or the Mercury and Neptune, we will always be close at heart.
Don't mock me, darling. I'll convince you that I love you.__________________________
Dear diary,Maybe typing everything that happened when I went to KL is a bit redundant. But sharing briefly wouldn't hurt, right?Well, I had a good 4 days 3 nights, there. I thought I wouldn't survive. Surprisingly I did. The actual reason I went there is to attend my cousin's nuptials. It was the first time I attend a wedding at Malaysia. The environment was pretty much different. Dad & I planned my wedding ahead. I thought of an idea of having a variety of dishes/desserts/snacks from a range of cultures. Chinese cuisine, Malay delights, Indian snacks, Western etc etc. For the drinks, it would be ranging from vodka to wine. KIDDING! Haha, but yeah. Thats what we planned. I know, too early. But I wonder how my wedding would look like and who would be the one sitting next to me on the bridal dais. Okay, back to the story. And trust me, it was the first time karaoke. We spent quality time together. I enjoyed it pretty much. It have been quite some time since I had real fun with them. I miss the old times really. When I was still a kid. 
