Why am I hurt? Why am I thinking too much? Why do I get jealous so easily? Why am I so sublime but dejected when I see your face? I reminisce the past all so sudden. I miss it. Everytime I'm by your side, my heart would race so fast, just like the old times. I miss kinder Bueno, I miss Delifrance chicken pie/sausage roll, I miss peach tea, I miss watching you jam, I miss watching you play soccer. I miss everything that happened 3 years ago(going to be 4 in 6 days). But you're different now. Not the one whom I used to know at that point of time. Its like I don't know who you are now. But, I've got all the time to know you again, better, now. Nothing to rush. I'll win your heart, I'll do my best. I'm the one who wants to be with you._________________________________Dear diary,
I feel rather happy but sad today. I need a breather. I need to be alone for awhile. But the thing I most yearn for at this moment is just a massive hug. I need to change myself. I need to be better. I need help ): I need to learn how to control my jealousy.
