Saturday, February 28, 2009
Falling.
The further I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on till I'm reminded of you
can somebody help me
help me get out of this circle
If I didn't go away for him then where would we be?
Probably still together and somewhere happy.
If I'm supposed to be moved on to new relationships darling why are you still haunting me?
If you understand how I feel
then grab that person now and let 'em know what's real
Friday, February 27, 2009
Hate you.
Say whatever you want to say. Do whatever you want to do. Go ahead and spout vulgar to me, you foul mouth. Hah! Your words are just bullshits anyway. You're a two face person after all. I reckon you use clorox to clean your filthy mouth. Damn, never before I hate a person this much before. Whatever. Ranting bout him makes my blog filthy too. D:So today, after school, met bro and friends. Then, met him and his mum. Was a lil bit nervous, though. After that, to SAC.. Watched him trashed Wan in the game of Winning Eleven 9. After game, sat at void deck, listened to them chat bout tattoos, hair colour. -.- 27. Will today be the day?
aku sayang kau.
no, it wasn't.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
The biggest step i ever took in life; a huge leap.
Today, was pretty much a chaotic day. Many things happened. It all happened too fast that I got a lil bit unstable and almost blew up. But no, I didn't. I thought about the one I love and calmed down. Somehow, it motivates me to prove all of them wrong. I will change for him. This is the decision I made. I know something like this would happen. Maybe bigger problems will come in near future. But I'm prepared to face it. I'll go through the thorns, even knowing that I'll injure myself. This is how serious I am.
Right Place, Wrong Time.
There's so much life I've left to live, and this fire is burning still. When I watch you look at me, I think I could find the way to stand for every dream and forsake this solid ground, and give up this fear within, off what would happen if they ever knew I'm in love with you. Cuz I'd surrender everything to feel the chance to live again. I reach to you, I know you can feel it too. We'd make it through a thousand dreams I still believe. I'd hold you in my arms and never let go; I surrender.
I know I can't survive another night away from you. You're the reason I go on and now I need to live the truth. Right now, there's no better time from this fear I will break free and I'll live again with love, and no they can't take that away from me. They will see...
PS : I'll be waiting. This time, I promise.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
<3
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
Monday, February 16, 2009
Photos.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Valentines.
How did you spent your valentine? Well, mine turned out quite well :D   Met at Admiralty, took mrt to CT hall with cousin and her bf. Walked to marina, then to flyers. After watching scenery, took bus from Esplanade to Cathay. Then to Taka. It was all last minute. But, I had a great time, though. :D Thanks Ayun!
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Today, filled with many-many love!
Saturday, February 07, 2009
oh my.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
This ain't a fairytale.
I should stop giving people false hopes now. I end up hurting them, after all. And that's no good. Acquiring many options and having the policy of who to choose, that's no good. Its like as if I'm treating it like a game, without knowing the fact that I'll be hurting many later on. And so, Imma stop this nonsense right now. Not to mention, how I miss having a special someone. But no, I'm not gonna rush anything, at all. Moving on, studies haven't gave me any breaks. Homework, homework, homework and tests after tests! And I don't even understand a single thing on Biology. Why must I always make the wrong choices in life...... :(Valentines in 9 more days! 1 invitation, so far. And since valentines only come once a year, imma choose my date. hehe. okay, I know this is really so wrong! What was I thinking? :P KIDDING!
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Unlucky.
Well, today was really not a good day after all. If only I can predict future like Alice in Twilight. Wouldn't that be great? Then maybe I can avoid many things. So, today, I broke my virgin of getting fined by HSA. Damn it. This little things which I can avoid........ But well, I have to face the music after all. Thats life, full of unfairness. I don't mind paying 30 bucks but what I'm really afraid of is my father's reaction after recieving the letter later on. There's two choice, either to duplicate the key and check the letterbox everyday or just admit it. But how can I?? I don't wanna upset him. :(Valentine is coming and I don't think I'll be spending it with special someone... But unless someone ask me out, I'll give a full consideration in the decision. I doubt so, though.
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