Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Sudden surge of guilt.

1. guilty about guys.

Its not that I'm bragging but I turned down few guys. Well I guess its best to stop making new guy friends. D: I feel bad, really really bad. But they were the ones who had not digest what I told them. Which was that I'm only looking forward to be friends, not more. And some really are willing to wait; No matter how many times I've encouraged them not to.

2. guilty about friends.

I haven't been spending time with them, going out and have fun. I miss all of them. If only I have plenty of time.

3. guilty about family.

Same thing, I haven't had the time, too. And this is really bad. ): I should be spending MORE time with them.

Okay, theres more but I'm not gonna list down every one of them.

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I know I'm really late but to every single person out there,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO YOU!

And so, I had 20 cuts on my fingers due to folding of boxes at work in the afternoon. And it never was a good idea indeed to eat using fingers. It stung badly. I have goosebumps looking at them. Its disgusting.

Work was.. okay I guess. Though I was given cold shoulders, at some point of time. Tolerable, tho. But yeah, I tried my best not to let the sensitive part of me take over. I'm trying my best to be strong, now. Tho I did complained to bestfriend. Cuz there was this time, I really couldn't hold any much longer. I thought I almost broke down. But lucky I didn't. So, still strong, maybe...

Had a major headache awhile ago. Nausea, too. Its really the WORST combination. But lucky, I didn't puke. I tried to hold it and took a lil nap after swallowing panadols which took quite some time for the effect to start. I'm fine now.

Random note : DAVID ARCHULETA IS REALLY SO HOT. *drool


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