DREAM.

Everything didn't seem to go the way i want it to be.

No one appreciates what I did. No one. Not even my parents. What more, friends and... acquaintances. No one showed their appreciation at all. I guess I'm not needed.. Why am I even born to this world? Now I know I sound so.. emotional. No one could feel me anyway.

I've been meeting hypocrites nowadays. I still can't accept the fact that she twist the story and made me look bad. I want to confront her but he didn't allow me to. Cuz he don't wanna see us fight. I can't understand why people are having sympathy for such people. Yes, I'm jealous. Why can't I even get over it? Urgh. Babe, why are you trying so hard to make people hate me? Are you satisfy now? Oh and btw, you don't have to pretend to be good to me. Hating people is just not me. Even bestfriend asked me why must I bother to get her a present on her birthday.

But the worst thing that happened this year was when my own dad mentioned that I was worst than my two siblings. Dad, I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I know I'm not even close to one. I'm rebel, yes.. I know. But you don't have to say that.. Cuz i have feelings too, dad.