Thursday, January 29, 2009
Are memories supposed to fade or stay?
I can't find any words to express/describe how happy I am with life, now. Though its still incomplete... But, this way is fine. I have friends whom I love spending time with, families to sit together and make myself comfortable. I have what it takes to survive but not everything, yet. There's still a small part which I saved in my heart for someone. I'm still not sure who that someone might be. But I'm not gonna rush to complete my life, now. I'm doing all I can, not to commit the same mistakes like in the past. Whats there to rush, right? But no matter how happy I seemed to be, I still can't get over the past tho. For someone whom I trust and thought I could spend my entire life with, betrayed me. Its hilarious and idiotic to not be over a hypocrite. I don't know why its hard. Haha! No worries, I'm not gonna shed a tear, for him. Just that its bothering me & unacceptable for me to not be over him. But soon, SOON, I will. Memories, Supposed to fade. What's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go. Didn't think it be this hard. Should be strong, moving on. But I see you. Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
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