Saturday, December 13, 2008
Down/Blue.
I'm getting bored with life. Dating & meeting new guys is getting boring. The fun lasted only for awhile. Happiness too. Its like, there's no destination/goal at all. I'm confused myself & I know I'm starting to fall for him and he knows it too. But I'm just afraid to fall in love. So paranoid. So scared that I'll have to go through lots of pain and end up hurting myself again(figuratively!). So life has no determination or destination at the moment. I'm just living life like a normal, typical girl. Neither enjoying or detesting. Aimless at all. Hate it!Work is the only thing that is able to distract my mind.
Couples holding hands, places to go Seems like everyone but me is in love I signed my letter that's sealed with a kiss I sent it off, and just said this I know exactly what I want this year Santa can you hear me? I want someone to love me And someone to hold And all I want is one thing Tell me my true love is here He's all I want, just for me Underneath my Christmas tree I'll be waiting here Santa that's my only wish this year
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