Why the hell must I get jealous easily? Fuck it! ): I hate this feeling. But what can I do? N-o-t-h-i-n-g. Shit ass ah! ): & why am I not allowed???? But why are you allowed??? Why the FUCK didn't I stop you??? oh. cuz.. I DON'T KNOW )': FUCK YOU AH EH! reena, you suck ahhh. reena, you're so soft. reena, you scared? SHUT UP AH! I hate those voices in my head. cuz they just suck. )':

Everything was fine this morning till afternoon. Met bf cuz he's sick. But he's alright. After that, went to work around 6pm. At first, there were no one.. But as soon as it reaches 7pm, it became busy. SO MANY CUSTOMERS I TELL YOU. ):

Everything was smooth in the first place... Then, it got cocked up. Many things were not done.. Customers got angry. I couldn't handle it. I trembled, when talking to the customers. At first, everything was on my mind. The minute I face the customer, it all vanished. I mumbled and can't even bring my words properly. This feeling, is called nervous. I even forgot to key in my friend's order! woah. I swear it was the most embarrassing moment. Manager was mad at me.. Had to apologize alot. I'm new anyway! what do you expect?? hmph.

Then, at 10, all of us haven't finished cleaning yet. We had to do closing. Bf called, mum called, dad called..... damn, I swear I can't control my temper anymore. THANKS AH! thanks for adding salt & lemon to the wound eh. Appreciate it MUCH MUCH!

SCREW EVERYTHING! _!_

To SOMEONE, can't take it anymore? wanna send me to girls home? SEND AH! I'd be more than happy. :) I can pack up all my things and fuck off. I don't mind.

Now I have no pillows to rest my head on later, cuz its wet. Thanks to everyone. )': I can't take it anymore! I can't help but just to break down and flood my whole room )':

PS : I need a hug and a shoulder, badly )': You don't even care do you?? You can't even trust me! Thank you so much.