DREAM.

Yes, I do look innocent. Maybe the first time you guys look at me, the first impression would be "Oh, what an innocent girl." But, no. Honestly, I'm not even close. Don't judge a book by its cover. Sometimes, the most innocent looking can turn out to be wild.

I feel so shitty now. Sometimes, I just wished I could rewind back to the past & start anew. But I know that will never happen for sure... Unless ofcourse, someone ever so brilliant invent a time machine.. But, who?

Life's full of regrets & shits DO happen.. But, no matter how hard we try to avoid, we'll just fail. And the root to the problems is actually ourselves. We made the choice, so just bear the consequences. Sometimes, its silly to be complaining bout it. But we can't refrain from it.. Cuz thats just how life is. Agree ?

Sometimes, I wonder why people around us tries to change the way we are. Don't we have choices? But come to think of it, those people who gives advices & nags at us, actually bother & don't wanna see us suffer in the future.

Okay, enough bout that. Back to confessions. Yes, I have LOADS of confessions to make. I have LOADS of things to amend, too. But revealing it will make me feel so bare naked. Sometimes, things are just meant to keep within ourselves.

Its funny when I'm engulfed in guilt & wished to amend the mistakes but dare not voice out. Maybe I'm just a coward... Coward cuz I'm afraid I'll just lost more people. But ain't I selfish, like that? I should think bout others too, but its just hard. Isn't it?

Obstacles obstacles. It always happen at this age. Its like a test actually. & how we handle it, will affect the future. But its never always too late to turn things round. Unless, the clay is hardened and can't be mold anymore. Then, that's another story.