DREAM.

I'm looking for a lover, not a friend. Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to.I'm looking for someone who won't pretend.Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you.And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel, Someone who can keep me real and who knows always.
Baby I like to have you in my way.
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,Wants to share, shows he cares.I'm looking for someone to share my pain.Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains.Someone who I can cry with trough the night.Someone who I can trust who's heart is right.

I've loved you, from the beginning. 310708. Everything was so fine, at the beginning. I was elated, cuz I finally found the one. But as time goes by, we started having small fights, but we got over it, together. We went through the obstacles, together. Its getting tougher & tougher overtime. Just like rock climbing. & now, we found ourselves stuck halfway. Neither of us bothered to look back or front to see who's left behind. Maybe you're way infront or at the back, I don't know. Cuz I can't see you nearby; I'm blindfolded. I can't sense you; I'm numb. I tried & I tried to move on, but I keep falling. I waited for you to come & rescue me, but your presence is astray. & now I know things don't always go the way I expect it to. & I have to keep trying hard and believe in myself that I can make it. I have to make the effort. But, is it even worth continuing something that isn't working at all? I guess not. But if I give up, will there be something down there to cushion my fall? & will I be strong enough by then to restart again cuz I'm experienced enough? Or will the obstacles change by then? This is not a matter about life & death but the matter of Happiness in life.

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Boy it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what i need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me

Boy I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, boy I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart

Boy I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along

If the mind keeps thinking I've had enough, But the heart keeps telling me don't give up.