DREAM.

If only there's a restart button in life. Or backspace/delete maybe. But that'll never happen, for sure. I've made mistakes that I can't erase. The guilt..... urgh. I regret making mistakes but what's done is done. All I can do is amend it. Cuz I don't wanna lose him.

It's been raining these few days. Did nothing but rot at home. No, I didn't go out thanks to my sickness. So, till when can I finally get well soon? Like, forever? Damn it. I hate medicines. Cuz they suck.

My skin turned darker overtime, thanks to obs. It looked tanned. I hate it. I want my natural skin colour back please. PLEASE. damn it.

I miss my friends alot.

& MAZREE, if you are reading this, you still owe me BNJs. I'll treat you KFC. don't worry. Lets break fast together like last year when we first get to know each other. :D I miss you, makuchi!

Adham, I'm really sorry if I keep you waiting. But I just don't know how to say it all out. Its hard to both say it & keeping it. Cuz the longer I keep it, the more guilty I feel. But I think you found out already. Or maybe not. But if you do, please, I'm really sorry. )': I love you.