DREAM.

I made the decisions, & now, i can't regret. But whenever I see you around, just make me feel..empty. I miss you pretty much. Why are we not talking? Its time to grow up, now. We are still friends, right? But why am I running away from you? Its so hard to face you now, cuz I'm ashame of myself.

Everything's leaving. (everybody, to be exact) But everytime someone left, somebody new would come. Not relationship wise. FRIENDS, specifically. I guess this is is the way life is. Nothing's perfect. I can't have everyone. Friends do come & go. Feeling guilty now? I doubt so. Cuz with or without me, its still the same to you, am i right to say that? Cuz you have your new friends. I'm invincible to you. Don't deny cuz you know it. But its okay. I can't force you to stay with me forever. You have a great control of your own life. Who am I to you anyway? I'm used to it now. Being left & forgotten. Well, its okay. Cuz I still have to move on with my life.

BUT, just take a second and reminisce.
What have i ever done/say to you that i deserve to be treated like this? Go ahead, do whatever you want. I HATE THE NEW YOU, BABE! Cuz you changed so much. Just put yourself in this situation, k.

The downside of me said "I HAD ENOUGH! I WANNA LIVE A HAPPY LIFE, NOW."
& yeah, I'm trying my best to do whatever I can. Well, I guess life is not that bad.(sense my sarcasm?)