DREAM.

Hey D, sorry I thought that way. Cuz all this while, when I fall, no one did asked & cared. So, I thought you were just another companion, not a friend. I didn't mean to hurt you by posting such things. I was just expressing my thoughts & feelings. When I needed someone to talk to, none were there. Really. )': I've got so much things to share with you, but you're not there. & when you ask me out when I was sick, I didnt even get a "get well soon" from you. It was just "okie then". And thats it.. I was agitated though. So, I thought you don't care. I post that cuz I wanna see if you bother to read it or just browse through to see if I have pictures. But you prove me wrong. Or maybe, HC told you bout it. But it doesn't matter. I just wanted you to know. About the camera/ciggerates.. Thats what I thought. Cuz I was really agitated. Yes, we've known each other for almost 3 years. But we drifted apart, now. I miss you )': I shouldn't say much now. All I wanna know is am I your friend?

School suck hard today. So blah. Nothing happened. Probably cuz of fasting. Everyone, well almost everyoone was quiet. Exam's in 3 weeks time. Have I studied? no. Urgh.

I can't wait for this coming Friday & Saturday.