DREAM.

Can't stand it anymore. Sometimes, I just feel like running away from home. My parents, they just don't understand. I know, they want the best for me.. But what they are doing is just too much. I need privacy. I got life. I feel so trapped, like a cat in a cage. And I don't like it.

Its unreasonable when they don't allow me to befriend with my friend just cuz she smokes. But the thing they don't know is that she's the one who had been helping me alot. She's my best friend. How can I ever avoid her?? Damn it. Don't judge the book by its cover, mum.

& I thought talking to my cousin will be better but no. D: Not saying in a bad way. I just can't stand it when people say I'm only 15. So what if I'm 15?? Damn it. TEEN! I'm a teenager, already. Not some primary school kiddo. D: Come on! whats up with you people?? You guys expect me to understand you but you NEVER understand me.

I tried to listen to you guys. But you guys controlled me like as if I'm a robot. Can't do this. Can't do that. I've got a life. I know what I want. I know, you guys are my parents. But breaking up my relationship with my BEST FRIEND, really is TOO much. I hate what you guys are doing. )':

Dear Cousin,
Apologies for just now. Didn't mean to "chat" with you like that. ): I was really not in the mood. Thanks for the advice anyway. ILY.