DREAM.

It rained heavily today. I had a cup of hot Milo and sat on one corner in my bedroom and reminiscing on Saturday night. The sound of the thunder and the loud banging on the window is exactly how I felt, inside me. Yes, I cried. I feel lost & empty. I regret everything. If only I have a time machine for my birthday. If only I can return to the past. I hate myself for drinking too much and getting myself drunk. I hate myself for not being able to control myself. )':

Oh God, what have I done. Its all in a mess now. I don't feel like doing anything, for now. All I need is a warm hug and a voice, telling me that everything's gonna be alright. I need a shoulder to cry on.

My heart's shattered.
The trust, I lost.
The love ones have gone.
Only left with Family to depend on.
A lesson learnt.

I just can't trust anyone, now. Except for my family. I'm sorry, friends. )':

Ps : I need someone to ensure me that everythings gonna be alright.

&& I'm still wondering why i called your name when I'm drunk, when you're not even there for me when i needed you at most.