Where are the hopes? Where are the dreams? My cinderella story scene?
Good Morning, sunshines.
12 in the morning. Still wide awake.
Shits have been happening lately. It keeps coming up, one after another. When will this ever stop? When can I ever get to taste the goodness? Ans : Never.
Why? Because I keep ruining it. I didn't let it happen. I stopped it from happening. And then, I keep brooding bout it. After that, I'll ask myself, why.
How stupid is that? very.
Fadhil Haziq, I'm sorry. I didn't know what went through my mind. I just don't wanna hurt you any further and avoiding you was my last resort. But I know, running away from reality wouldn't solve anything. I just don't know how to face you, anymore. You're really nice, and I mean, really. I love you :') I do. But I just don't deserve you. & you don't deserve to be treated like this, either. (I know you wouldn't read my blog. But I've kept my finger crossed that you will do so.) Enough of that. I wanna go out. I wanna take photos. I wanna practice my photography skills but tough luck I'm having. Memory card with cousin and she can't go out. Neither can I. Sheesh. Nevermind. Shall find a way.
I spent my day, sitting infront of this laptop. Yes, the WHOLE day. No life? yes. :( I was generous, today. :) Offered my help to Pine. Spent a few minutes, making his blogskin. Haha! And I think its nice. Shall give him the codes when he's online, tomorrow. I find his current blogskin rather......boring. Violins???? HAHA! I don't know what went through his mind, really. But the 3 girls are pretty though :P (now I think I sound like a lesbian. wth?)
This blog is becoming more....... BLAH & DRY. D: Sorry, but this is how my life have been. Maybe it will be more "alive" if I upload 123456789 pictures in it. But I guess that won't happen till I get my memory card back.
Currently chatting & listening to radio.
Do you feel like a man When you push her around? Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
