Love haven't found its way to me, yet. Going through each obstacle is a step closer to - love. I'm not afraid, now.
Yes, I shouldn't be afraid anymore. There's no reason for me to be afraid. Every obstacles is a lesson in disguise to make me a stronger and better person in future. I won't give up. For sure you guys are questioning yourself why I'm suddenly like this.. Its because a true friend of mine, my guardian angel, had pulled me back to the reality. I have to face the reality. I have to be strong. I have to fight back my emotions. God wants me to be a better person. He sent me an angel to guide me. I was naive back then. But slowly, i start to understand what's life. If its love i want, I have to be strong to go through those obstacles. If he's not the right one, then let it be. Its never over because I still have a whole life, ahead of me. I still have my family, my friends and studies to think of. I must not let my emotions conquer me.
I feel rejuvenated and refreshed.
Well, I don't know where I'd be, without her. She helped me up when i fall down. She guide me when I'm lost. She pulled me to the reality when I'm at my own world, almost giving up. She's an Angel in disguise. Therefor, I thank her, for everything she did. There's a reason why I didn't say her name here.
I killed a roach today. That would make me a murderer for today. HAHA. Didn't know roaches need to bathe too. Sheesh!
Well, I'm going off tomorrow. The flight would be at 11+a.m. I'm sure gonna miss my red-ant, gedegah-ing with my friend, Singapore, home, parents and ofcourse, My CAT!
Oh, and I'm like catching up with my past too. Yes, the exboyfriends. Haha. Everything is like coming back to me, slowly. Well, i like it this way. Being single and being able to date guys. Haha. okay, that's a joke.
