To Hamdan, I wouldn't know if you wanna waste your precious time reading this shit but there are things I want you to know. I just can't go yet till you've cleared my doubts but I know you won't help me. I've forgiven you for every mistakes you did and you know yourself that no other girls would have forgiven you that easily if they were me. They'd hate you. Its funny how I still love you after all those shits you did to me. I gave in so easily. But you have no idea. You wouldn't forgive me just because I disrespect you and that drives me crazy. That's just bullshit. My instincts are telling me that you're just finding some reasons to make me go. And i know that your friends are insulting you because you're with a 15 year old. You could have stood up for your own rights but you're just a coward. So much for my happy endings. I guess happy endings only happen in fairy tales. I keep coming back for more when I know I'm just torturing myself. But I just can't stop myself from falling into you. What does love mean to you? A game? It's up to you, really.
