HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST DAD!I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !I'M SORRY FOR THE SINS I'VE MADE TOWARDS YOU.
So, went to Bugis just now. My intention was to get my dad a birthday gift. But we had to rush because we have to reach my aunt's house at 7. Met my cousin at around 5. so, we walked around and go window shopping. Knowing that there's not enough time, we went to cck. Met Danny Sayang for awhile after i bought a polo tee for daddy. Danny Sayang accompanied us to my aunt's house.
I bet he's at club now. hais. I'm starting to feel insecure. )': I'm just scared to lose him.. I'm scared that he'll be with other girls.. Oh dear.. I just have to keep on believing. But he didn't asked for permission to go clubbing ): i heard his conversation... Im afraid. I don't want him to go with other girls. I'm scared.... I'm lost. I love him. But how on earth can i tell him that i don't want him to go clubbing anymore ? I can't control his life. He usually goes clubbing before i'm with him. I wouldn't want to be the "boss". It's his life. Unless he's my husband. Then i'll have the rights to stop him. I don't want his friends to call me a "control freak". Well, Love needs trust anyway. :)
it's a good thing that he don't read blog. he wouldn't know.. haha.
Have to admit that i don't like him drinking/clubbing. If i don't drink, i can't find a reason why he should be drinking. Its called fairness. But like said before, i can't stop him... But i wished to do so..... ): Yay! i can't wait for next week! That dickhead (cousin) is organizing a chalet ! So, i'll probably bring Danny! hopefully he could come. :)
