New change ?

Well, i think my attitudes have changed over the days. And i don't feel like "me" anymore.. But i prefer it now, though. :)

I've been going to school & back from school early, nowadays. I did my homeworks. I studied. I tried to be close with my parents. I tried to minimize the vulgarities used(haha)

To those who know me, you will realize the change. :)

Sec 3 life is different. Studies are getting tougher. I wouldn't want to slack anymore. Study now, enjoy later :D

I've been having headaches nowadays.. It's painful, really. ):

I miss hanging out with my friends.. I miss the old times. The times we used to gossip together..Laugh together..Eat together..Go to school & back from school together.. Oh, memories.. Please come back to me.. Thinking about it makes my eyes wet. D:

And this Friday, I hope the Sentosa outing will go on ): I really want to hang out with them like last time. I hope it won't be raining.. I hope they could come..




& not to forget.. I feel like I'm drawing further from my friends.. I missed alot.. )': I feel so alone.. So empty and useless... But i just have to be strong, now... I guess it's my fault after all.. I've been spending most of the time with other things instead of hanging out with them and pulling myself closer ):

It's 12 am now. 11 more days. Oh time, please please move faster.. I can't wait to meet him. I can't wait to hug him.. I can't wait to tell him " I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU ALOT"...