I need a fucking job now ! ):
i need MONEY !
i want to go SHOPPING !
oh fuck ):

20 more days and the misery will be over.
I'm feeling so lonely now.
No one to really talk and laugh with.
No one to let out my feelings with ):
No one to hug me when i needed one....
Oh well, now i know how special he is to me.
he's the best companion i've ever had. If only he's in singapore now... He's the one who will never fail to make me laugh when i'm down. :) and now, i've got no one for the 20 days.

My cousin ? i don't want to make her more stress up....
My parents ? they just dont understand me.
My friends ? They hadn't even call or text me to ask. )':

I just need someone to understand me.



*I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
when you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missing you.
when you're gone, The face I came to know is missing too.
when you're gone, The words I need to hear to always get me through the day.
And make it ok, i miss you.
Do you see how much I need you right now?
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do, Reminds me of you.
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

p/s : we're not together, yet :)
* 20 more days