Tuesday, December 04, 2007
I'm trying my very best to move on, already. Yes, everyone is right. He's not worth my love. What goes around comes around. Yes, i do believe in karma. & i hope it will teach him a lesson. Oh, but i know he's the once-bitten-NEVER-shy type of guy. How i wish i could knock some sense to him..
Hell yeah, I'm stronger now. I decided to enjoy life and study hard for my future. Yes mum, i guess you're right. Relationships can wait. It only gives me pressure. Seriously. I had enough of guys breaking up my heart and treating me like dolls. hey, i have feelings alright. Though being single is lonely. But hey, i can go out and date with guys. Like i said, enjoy life. But of course, enjoying has its limits. Don't expect me to date and then go inside a room with him. ha ha. I'm not cheap. :)Well well, look who's talking. I didn't even know that I'm this strong. I always thought of giving up. But hey, it's never the end of the world. He's just not the right one for me. That's all. It's fate. Though, i hate what he did to me. If only each and everyone have a pure heart and mind, this world would be peaceful and lovely to live in.
IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ANYONE. I'd say, never think of committing suicide. Because there's much more wonderful things out there awaits you. :) seriously. Think twice before making up your mind. Oh well, now I'm talking like a councilor. LOL. But seriously, I'm talking sense here. If you think carefully, you'll know that I'm right.
NOW SEE WHO'S MORE MATURED-THINKING, DIN. You said I'm immature. But now, look at the mirror. Ha ha. *puts the wide evil smile*and till you know that no other females ( other than your family ) will love you like I do. You're making a huge mistake.
Accompanied Aman to polyclinic yesterday. He was sick. So, i decided to accompany him. After that, went to Lot 1 to have lunch. I only had few bites of the carrotcake. He says that i never ate anything but just re-arranged the food. I just don't have the appetite. After that, walked around the shopping center. Talked & laugh like as if we knew for years, already. After that, we went our separate ways. he took LRT home. I took MRT to Yew Tee to meet Matt, a good friend of mine. Slacked for a while. Just for few hours or minutes only. Reached home at around 7.10pm.
Me and matt
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