I still can't believe he left me like that and acted like nothing happened. If only he love me like how i love him.. In that way, at least, he could feel how hurt i am. and i thought i'm gonna be with him like, forever. well, it's fate anyway. His feeling have fade for me. But i'd really appreciate it if he told me earlier. And i had to change the events and calenders because there's no more anniversaries. *sigh*
Just by a glance of his picture, my tears begin to roll down, already. i don't even think i can hold this any longer. how i wish i never met him. Then i wouldn't have be in this fucked up situation. What have i not done for him ? i always gave in to him and said sorry though it wasn't even MY fault. Well, maybe not always. He only gave in just 1 or 2 times. and that's it.
dear Fadiana darling, well, i have to say that what you posted was true. *big sigh* but it's just hard to move on. Well, guys do get bored easily.. That's for sure. I mean, seriously. and i'm feeling lonely, now.
darling, i don't even know why i'm being so emotional for a guy like this but all i knew was that i really love him. It's just that he had changed, already. ):
And thank you for being there for me. :] i really appreciate it. I mean, i really2 do. Thank you for waking me up.
well, i don't really know how to show my appreciation. But i really2 mean it. Thanks for being a great friend for me. :) and i hope that we'll be friends forever. *hugs*
