Thursday, November 29, 2007
oh well. things have gone to wasted. DEAR SAIFUDDIN BOYFRIEND, I'm seriously in dilemma, now. why are you doing this to me when you know for yourself that i really love you ? Am i just a human being without feelings ? Now it felt like a piquant knife stabbed to my heart. Like, seriously. You stole my heart & never catch me when i fall. You're inconsiderate. A man without responsibilities. I said all this because you changed HELL lot. I don't even know who are you now. You're not the guy whom i used to know, already. You don't even care about me. Heartless. How could you be so cruel to me ? I don't deserve this shits. and yes, i'm not afraid, now. I swear i'm gonna knock some sense to you & make you feel sorry for what you did to me. It's sweet revenge. Well, at least i didn't blackmail you. Because i still love you. And all i want to do now is try my best to change you back. I'm stronger now. well, a little bit. AND i'm not gonna cry for you, now. Because you're not the guy whom i used to know. i'll only shed my tears for SAIFUDDIN. not you. oh, whatever.
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