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no, i've not slept yet. I can't sleep.. hais.. I'm feeling hopeless, now. All i want now is to be in his arms. I really need him, badly.

Boyfriend, i wish u loved me the way i love you. But then i remembered, my wishes never came true. I wonder what i did to you. I really love you-with all my heart. & yet, u pushed me away just like that. But still, i keep on coming back for more. Because i love you and i dont want to give up. Can't you see you're the only one for me? I miss you. those laughter, hugs and kisses we share... can you bring the memories back to me ? All i want is to grow old with you. just you, bby. I don't care what people said about you. Its heart that mattered. am i right ? Please, darling. I know you can change. )': let's start a new, together, forever. please ?

oh well. i'm very sure he's not going to read this. but if he does, god. i hope he'll realize that i really love him... i'm missing him so much.. just 6 more days and it will be the 2nd month. I don't want "us" to be apart. oh gosh... i really love him. to be exact, I'm crazy over him. Yes, i know i've been saying this to a few guys before. but it's not the same. this feeling is stronger. i really do love him. i swear-with all my heart.

oh darling. I'm always the one who saves the relationship. i hate you being ego & selfish. But i know you can change, bby. Please tell me i'm right. i miss you so badly.