DREAM.

Its been hell fucking long time since I've last updated. oh, and to the people who wont stop criticizing, just fucking get a life okay. Just leave if u hate me so much. I don't need fagots like you to be hanging around here and dirtying my tag board. got it ? Losers.

So, yeah. Life was horrendous, i guess. I had to move on. But I'm still with him, i think. hais.

Well, actually, i haven't started training. the first training, i wasn't in proper shoes. and the second, there's no uniform for me. i'm going again tomorrow.

good luck to me. haha. I wonder what should i wear tomorrow.

Ohh, and i hope that bf will change soon. very soon. i miss him. don't worry people, i won't let him go.

and thanks FADIANA for being there when i needed someone. You're the best. i swear it's true. And to the people who had cheered me up, thanks ey. I really appreciate it. Well, at least i still do have friends that really cared. eventhough it's just cyber friends. But who cares ? It's still friendship that counts. ;)

OH HELL ! I WANT TO PLAY THE SIMS SO BADLY!! ):

30th November will be our 2nd month. hais. does he still remember when our first encounter ? the laugh, the talk..... and all... it keeps on flashing in my mind. i miss the old him. he really changed. seriously, i could have left him. but i didn't give up on him. i dont want to. i love him. i swear i do.