DREAM.

Okay. Boyfriend toped up his card. ooh. WOW. :) he msged me yesterday. he asked me to wake him up at 8am. So, i didn't sleep. around 3am, i went down to take a stroll. It was very cold. Sat at the void deck and cried. ): i didn't bring my hp along. Not even a single soul was there. So, it was only me. i just wished a murderer would stab me. I'm better of dead anyway. and believe me, i slept for a while. and woke up like around 6am. walked to the reservoir. enjoying the breeze. Sat at the bench and looked at the sunrise. yeah. i cried again. it was really beautiful. Wishes boyfriend was beside me. Okay. i did not look at the time. it was like, 8:30 am ? rushed home and called boyfriend. but he did not answer. msged him. no reply. so, i slept. till 11am. My stomach was grumbling okay ! ): i don't wanna eat anything ! so, yeah. i'm fucking pissed off. I switched off my phone. maybe i'll switch it on when i'm cooled down. i don't even think that boyfriend cared. so, yeah. Even if i switch it on. i could bet, he won't even text me. He's always busy with his work & friends. Oh well.