DREAM.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Yay ! finally, i owned a myspace account :D

& had malay paper just now. it was friggin' hard ! ):

Went to jurong & meet wenling.Walked around JE.smoked a while.
& went to the libreary. SAW KEVIN & CHESTER ! XD
my ex schoolmates. they both transferred to the same school, yusof ishak. it was a co-incidence :D have a chat with them for a while. miss them. kevin took my english file 'cuz he wanted to study. & now, i don't have anything to study except for the notes on "starting of your composition.." . erk.

tomorrow will be the english paper. damn. nervous lah ! i would like to pass english cuz it contains 2 SUBJECTS . damn.goodluck people.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

yesterday was history.
tomorrow is mystery.
Today is present. (:

today sucks. PMS ! Quarelled with my classmate, Raiyan. it's kinda stupid though. oh well, what can i do ? mood swings. i hate it. But i said sorry to him though and he say it's okay :D and i'm lucky to have classmates in 2/5. "one for all, all for one" spirit. & they could understand each other well.

Uh, yeah. i just finished spraying my car for DNT. :D i'll post the pic soon. currently not in the mood right now.

There will be an art test tomorrow!(actually, we already started on it yesterday) I drew a long and narrow pathway & an angel with a cat walking through it. i picked the topic on Dreams & Nightmare. & i'm gonna continue drawing naked trees and cemetery along the sides tomorrow. The drawing is about a girl who is having a nightmare. & suddenly, an angel with her pet enters. She turns the nightmare to a beautiful dream as she walk through the cemetery. (:

i'll take a picture of it. But it will turn SOMETHING out like this :

& I LOVE KYLE(THE CLICK FIVE LEAD SINGER) !
HE'S MY BOYFRIEND. D:
GAAH ! BE JEALOUSED !
joking. laugh lah!

Saturday, September 22, 2007

and yes, finally, it's time to update ! gawd, it's been a very long time since i've been blogging. well, what could i say.. Busy with homeworks & studies. sheesh. exam is coming ! next thursday will be malay paper & the following day is ENGLISH ! i hope i won't retain next year. as you all know that it's very embarrassing.

well, i just reached home after breaking fast with my family & my sister's family too. We went to Clementi wood's. a chinese restaurant. Buffet style. And keep in mind that i didn't eat for the whole entire day because i didn't woke up to have my breakfast before i fast. a HUGE suffer okay. But i endured the hunger.

Yesterday, break fast with my cousin at causeway point. I had cockles kway teow. & it was DELICIOUS ! :D after that, we headed off to geylang. VERY long journey ! took 966 from woodlands to eunos. & from the interchange, we took the mrt to paya lebar. we reached there around 8pm. (i was getting sleepy okay)

i wore red & white tunic with skin colour panty hose yeah ! XD

So, walked around geylang bazaar. Met my family & my cousin's family. And we walk together. went home at 12:20pm ! XD talked on the phone with him all night till 2++am. and i fell asleep.WTH ? hahaha ! sorry.

the act of stealing food by my sis :D

Thursday, September 13, 2007

went home quite early yesterday. yeaw. permed my hair & went to sleep. haha. Slept till 1+am okay. so, i switched on the com and listened to songs. Just finished eating (:

Today is the starting of the fasting month. I ate nasi ayam and drank extra joss. hoho. I can't eat so much cuz i'll get diarrhea. I think my stomach is becoming smaller already cuz i seldom eat nowadays. damnit.

So, yeah. to all muslims, happy fasting okay ?

NEXT MONTH HARI RAYA LAHHHH !

Going to bathe and get ready for school now;

A SONG FOR YOU;

Nananananana..

Lari lari lari
aku lari tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari-cari
cari ketenangan diri

Pergi pergi pergi
engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu mahu
engkau hadir dalam diri ini

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak didada
Biarpun ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti
caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai
caraku mencintaimu
Lafasan kata dari bibir
Adakah ia dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksud yang tesembunyi
Titisan airmata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Rimas rimas Aku rimas

Tinggalkan seorang kecundang
Istana jiwaku goyang
Roboh dan tumbang
Sawanku lantang
Tidak berpantang
Letupnya siang siang
Bukannya alang kepalang
Datangnya perang
Dan bawaku ke jurang
Pulanglah sayang
Janji ku tatang
Ku hapuskan dalang
Dalangnya sayang
Sayangnya hilang
Hilanglah garang
Garangku terbang melayang
Terbongkangku terbang kau terhoyong-hayang
Tak pandang belakang
Terkankang gilaku tak diundang
Ku rapuh semua tak bertiang
Janjiku kini kan bertulang

Lari lari aku
lari tinggalkan
Tuk mencari
Untuk mencari ketenangan
Aku pergi tinggalkan
Tinggalkan kau sendiri
Ku pergi..kini ku pergi
Tinggalkan mu sendiri

all i could say was sorry;

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

from fadiana darling;

Here are the rules:
1.Each blogger must post the rules first.
2.Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3.Blogger that are tagged need to write on thier blog about their eight things and post the rules.At the end of your blog,you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4.Dont forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged,and to read your blog.

Eight random facts/habits about me:

I'm in love
I love people to talk bout me more because they are making me sooo famous ! :D
I don't care what people call me.
BUT that doesn't mean u can LABEL me.
I think i'm fat because i weigh 45 kg.
I'm modest but thick skin XD ( confusing ? that's me)
I can be as wild as you can imagine. ( I'm a monster! )
I never got true love before.

List of ppl choosen to do this quiz:

atikah
baby ziela
dewi
eqa
fatin
siti
ilah
kaixin

Sunday, September 09, 2007

just reached home after a day out with my cousin. we went to orchard, then off to esplanade. gawd. i ate a lot of HAADGENS ICE CREAM ! :D mmm. taste like heaven . but i got stomach ache after that. sheesh. shouldn't have eaten alot though. After eating my banana split, we went to the roof terrace. IT WAS BORING OKAY;

all we see was old people. haha. Then, we headed to the city hall mrt to orchard. Then we went the separate ways. Took 143 home straight.

OMG; my parents are quarreling again. wth ? hais.

i guess i'll post the pictures tomorrow.

3 more days to fasting month;
& TOMORROW is the worst day ever cuz he'll go to the court.
if his brother could not pay, he'll go to prison.
wth ? 2yrs4mths w/o him
ps : i hate life now.

Friday, September 07, 2007

It's the FEMALE survey!
( i was BORED okay)

1. What color is your bra?
BLACK (:

2. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired
guys?
both (:

3. have you kissed with your ex ?
DUH.

4. How many things in the past do you
regret?
alot .. wouldn't want to write here.

5. Do you have a best friend?
YEAW!

6. Who was/is the best guy you ever
dated?
the best ? honestly, ashraf . gawd. but not now okay.

7. Who was the last person you hugged?
him ! my special friend (:

8. Have you ever had your heart broken?
..yeaw..

9.Have you ever thought about having
plastic surgery?
no way !

10. Do you like your life?
yes ? no ? i don't know.

11. Do you shop at Hollister?
nope.

12. Has one of your friends ever stolen
a boyfriend from you?
yeaw. hahahahaaa ! but that was like, PUPPY LOVE. i don't give a damn. (:

13. Has a friend ever stabbed you in
the back ?
Countless time.

14. Did you forgive them?
yeaw.. but sometimes, i jus wan revenge (:

15. Do you have more friends that are
girls or boys?
More boy-friends than girl-friends cuz boys are better and the don't always backstabbed .

16. Have you ever skipped school?
yeaw. hahaha.

17. Have you ever slapped a boy in the
face?
umm, yeahhh ! :D

19. Once upon a timeeee....
a mum gave birth to a child and name her Nur Fareena. She's 14 now. and she's in dilemma right now. she tought she had found the mr.right but NOT. guess what ? she falls in love easily. -to be continued.

20. Has anyone close to you ever passed
away?
no .

21. Have you ever cried yourself to
sleep?
alot of times.

22. Have you ever not been able to get
someone off of your mind?
yeaw..

23. Do you believe in the saying "once
a cheater, always a cheater?
no. people can change. nobody is perfect.

24. So far, do you like this survey?
yes ? no ? i don't know

25. Have you ever had a good feeling
and it turned out to be right?
yeaw.

26. Do you ever wish you were famous?
yeaw !

27. Are you currently missing someone?
YES !

omg ! funeral for a friend concert is tomorrow ! gawd .. farhana's friend is going. and that is so cool ! i've been dying to meet them. hope she enjoys :D

well, my dad told me to take visual arts next year because i'm good at editing picture. (i'll consider this as bragging bout myself) hahhahah !

omg, my friend had just gone to court because of BPC(Beyond Parents Controll). pity him.

And just TWO MORE days, HE will have to go to the court. and he needs 40k to bail. gawdddddd...

i wonder why the person whom i love/treasured/cherished will always go. hais..

i guess this saying is true;

if you love him,
let him go.
if he love you,
he'll come back.

I'm doing it to him now. i'm setting him free like a bird. i love him. but i guess he don't know. i miss him. you know who you are yourself, okay ?

you know my love for you is true;

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Went out with my cousin yesterday. Met her at woodlands. I was lost actually. because my cousin told me to meet her at the saloon. so, i ended up waiting for her at the bus stop. Suddenly, a malay guy inside a lorry talked to me.

Him : eh, my friend nak kenal2.
me : (ignore him)
Him : EH ! Sombong nyerrrrr.
me : (matrep maner je kau ni. sesat ye ? hahaha)

Finally, my cousin and my aunt arrived. took bus to woodlands int. Had lunch with my uncle & aunt at causeway point. Then, we left them & headed straight to city hall. The travel time was quite long. So, yeah. we talked about boy, boys and more boys. We laughed our arse out. After we reached, we walked through the mall and to esplanade. damn the rooftops were closed because they were having a PUB party. so, we bought the haadgens ice cream ! mmmm.. gawd.. it sure tastes like heaven ! Yeah, as we were walking, alot of guys keep pestering me for my number. I have no intetion to brag, but it's the truth. they're blind i guess. But some of them are quite cute though. I can't deny that. But i turned away though. Because i'm not interested. I'm in love now. fast ? yeah. true. its a fact that i fall in love easily. I've been talking on the phone with him lately. Well, he's cute. & a gentleman too. gawd. he turned me on !

Yeah, back to the story. hmm, i stalked with my cousin. It was kinda fun ! there was this time when we were going down on the escalator. Then, this guy talked to his friends like as if they were SOOO far away ! kinda pissed off. when we reached to the end of the escalator, we talked bout that guy and called him names such as "beruk". ahahahaahah ! and guess what !!! his friend heard us and told him. he was pissed off though. we ran. :D

So, we walked to marina square because my cousin wanted to get a hairspray for her hair. While we were walking,

a guy : Bye !
(i turned to see who)
me : eh, SIDNEY eh ????
Sidney : Yeah lahhh. nak gi mane ?
me : marina square laah.. hahaa
Sidney : haha. okay. bye
me : hahahaha, bye.

it's like, so coincidental ! ha ha. after my cousin bought her hairspray, we headed back to esplanade again. but we didnt sit there. we walked to the merlion there. again, while we were walking.

A girl : sorry ganggu. my friend nak kenal2. boleh ?
me : (blushing) haha. tkper ahh.
Her : hahah. okay.
(she walked back to her friends)
a guy : huh ?? asal ey ??
me : hahahahahahhaha ! (ignored and walked away)

After a while of walking, we finally reached our destination. we sat there, enjoying the wind.

A girl & a Guy approached.
Him : eh, my friend nak ur number uhhh. boleh ?
me : (blushing again)
my cousin : ask him to ask her
Him : huhhhhh ?
my cousin : ask him to ask her !!
Him : huh ????
the girl : ask him to ask her.
Him : oohhhhhhh.
they walked back to thier clique.

My cousin : if he's a gentleman, he'll come here.
me : HAHAHHAHAHA !!

after a while;

The guy who wanna know me approached with his friend.
HIM : ummm, hi.
me : (smile)
HIM : asal diam ? terkencet pe ?
me : (eeew. mat rep nyer kau ni)
him : ahhh, ni lah yang nak kenal2.
me : OH .
him : nak kenal2 ke tak ?

-stay tune-

AHHAHHAH ! i so do not wish to continue. so, we walked off and went home. reached home at around 11pm-12am. Lucky me, that bangla wasn't there ! hahahahha ! and yay ! talked on the fone with someone till 3 am.

gawd ! i wish we could be together and live happily ever after like in those fairytale.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

i just came back from the void deck after an hour of hanging out with my friends, Yati & Siti. And then suddenly, a bangla approached to our hang out place and sat at the bench behind us. i turned and saw that he was looking at his hp. Siti whispered to us and told us that he was holding his PENIS. wtf ? i was scared okay. then siti shouted at him cuz he unzipped his pants infront of her & showed his BLACK cock . eew. And we wanted to call the police. She just swear at him and told him to fuck off. so girls, beware yeaw. omg, now, seriously, i don't dare to go home late. gosh !! i still cant forget his IDIOTIC face. i felt like kicking his arse & screw his balls till they pop out and shove it into his mouth !

damn him ! i swear he'll go to hell ! stupid Bangladesh. perverts. sheeeesssshhhh !! but i was lucky though that he didn't touch me nor my friends.

well, my stomach is grumbling now. i think i should go and have my dinner now.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

I've been so busy that i didn't have time to update. I broke up with adham already. But we're still friends though. Yeah. A lot of things occurred. My mum bought me a new phone (w660i) . BE JEALOUSED ! (: and guess what, my w580i is returned to me safely. but there were scratches all over. gosh. i swear if i know who's responsible for this shit, i'm gonna make him/her pay for it !

Okay, so i've changed already. Something hit me and made me change. I've already decide and want to turn over a new leaf. I realised that study is important too. I don't know what i'll be w/o it. Thanks to my friends too because they were always there whenever i needed them.

It's 5:55am now. Oh well, my stomach is grumbling so hard ! i'm obviously hungry. Will continue later

20July1993
Single.

Nur Fareena

SCREAM.

Friends.

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