DREAM.

Didn't sleep the whole night. I get to see the sun rise ! and it's ubber beautiful ! Okay, today, something different happened. Got a b'day wish from my exboyfriend. Oh well, said thank you too him. reminds me of the past. But who cares ? i got mine and he got his. I'm happy for him because he had found his true love. But me ? hais .. He never even wish me happy birthday. He didn't even get me anything. Not even a kiss on my cheeks.

Oh shucks.. When will i ever get my true love ? I just love him and don't want to let go of him. But he just don't care bout me. I don't know. It's really pushing me.

Now, i've changed alot. I don't even bother to study. gosh.. what had happened to me ? and my attitude had become much more rebellious than before. And i even use vulgars at my friends. wth ?

And sometimes, i feel like i'm childish. hais. this suck alot.. i just wish i could change overnight. Today, mummy's tired. hais.. i just wish she's okay so we could go out later. But i can't make up my mind. Should i get The Sims cd game or buy new things ?

Oh well. Will continue later i guess. Going back to playing Audition. And i lvled up to lvl 8 ! oh gosh.. :D

And i can't wait to go to school on monday .
and finally, my bf msged me :)