DREAM.

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came to school late. got myself into detention class. but i actually skipped it. didn't attend dnt lessons. shut up. i know. After school, followed WL to city hall to get her bag. Then, went to west mall to eat and hang around with her exboifriend. After that, went to JEC to walk around. Took some neoprints with her and reach home at 7.15pm . played audition and slept.

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Girlfriend ignored me. Kinda pissed off. I felt as if we were strangers. our relationship is on the loosing end. All i want to do is to tie it back before it snapped. I don't want to loose her. I cried. shut up. yes ! im a crybaby. But put yourself into my shoe okay. Im deeply hurt. I love her as my own sister. She's like my mirror. We used to be very close. But it seems that she's going away. i don't know. Hais. it sucks.

Read F's blog. hais. i really felt sorry for her... They're super sweet couple. They were like the love novels i've read. They're perfect. oh well, don't want to intefere. really hoped that they'll get back together again. I'll pray for them. and to the one whom u think u are the one im refering to,
i'll always be your friend. I'll be by your side whenever you need me.

Alot of things happened today. gosh. Quarrel with him just now. I started it. Because he didn't bother to msg me. And he gave me stupid excuses saying that hadzran told him i got ATP. even if i got ATP, he still can msg me atleast. Then, he changed his excuse telling me that he got problem and don't have time to msg me. like, WTF ?? msging only needs 1 minute. It's not like as if he's texting me a compo or something. I'm not stupid. hais.. I don't feel the love from him. in fact, i NEVER feel it. hais.. And he treated me like im just his normal, typical friend. oh hell. i just wish he could shower me with all his love.