Monday, June 11, 2007

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

-A song for someone special .
Yes indeed . i fall in love easily ..
But this guy, i have alot of faith in him .
if only we were together .
i love him . hais ....

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Avril lavigne - I can do better

Uh, yeah you can do it

I didn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm OK
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
Because with me, it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why

[Chorus]
I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you
I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better

You're so full of it
I can't stand the way you act
I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over, over it

I will drink as much lemoncello as I can
And I'll do again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cause you know, you know you're nothing

(I'm so sick)
I'm sick of your shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit, don't ask why

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
What'd you say
I told you so
You know that
Cause I always know
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
I am so
Sick of you
You're on my nerves
I want to puke
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
Hey hey
Hey hey

[Chorus X2]


-a song i dedicated to FIRZUAN
and yeah, you suck.



























050607
Nice date . :) Woke up around 9+am . Had a bath and put on my clothes . Put on my contact lenses and makeup . Tidy up my room abit . Set my hair . Took my bag and of i go . I met fazly first . Because he wanted to talk to me . Guess what he said ? He told me EVERY SINGLE BITS AND PIECES about FIRZUAN. I don't know if i should write it here . Hmm, oh well. I don't want to because i got a reason . Hell yeah, i really2 hate him . he suck ! I wanna thank Fiza and Firdaus for puting a smile on my face .

Okay, so after meeting fazly, took bus 105 to jurong east int. My bestie msged me. Told her that i was on my way . i was late though . So, met Bestie & sweety at the aries shop . Then we took the escalator to the platform . Met Kak dayah . We went to Lot 1 . Then search for cardigans . Bestie and Sweety said it was ugly . So, they didn't bought it. After that, we went to LJS. Eveyone ate Combo 1 . :D

After eating, we proceed straight to orchard . Went to Far East and search for the cardigans again . At last, they bought it . hahah . After shopping, we walked around Far East . Then, we took the MRT again to Marina Bay and walked to Esplanade . Went to the rooftop and disturb some Matreps . hahaha ! fun :D

Then, we went to the mac, bought water and took the MRT home . :)

Oh yeah, people, i did not made it to teenage icon . Like i said, i did the worst . But i won't give up . There's always another chance Next year . And this time, I'm really gonna practice and sing my heart out . (:

060607
Stayed at home the whole day . :) Stayed infront of the com the whole night . Oh hell ! My bro get to go to the Gala Premier and watched Ocean 13 ! Not fair ! He was invited by Danial Ong . He told me that he gets to meet Taufik, Daphne and her crew, Danial Ong, Carrie Chong, Jonathan and loads more ! omg .



-okay . i'm done .


Special Thanks to Fiza, Firdaus, Ika, Alina and Kak Dayah for making my day and cheering me up . You guys rock my world ! Friends till the end alright ? i love you guys !
(who needs a boyfriend to be happy ? I don't need a man to complete me)

Monday, June 04, 2007

I look in the mirror and I see,
A person who never stops crying
A person that is not me
A person that hurts
A person in pain
A person who lost it
A person who is insane
A person that worries
All day and all night
A person who is scared
A person in fright
A person I don't like
A person I don't want to be
A person who knows -
You will never love me.

*just a poem i wrote .

Sunday, June 03, 2007

0105'07

today was our first month anni . hais, he never even msged me . i think he never cared bout me anymore . oh hell, fuck the world lah ! excuse me for being so vulgar . okay, actually, i had to go ceneleisure for the auditon . haha . siti & fatin msged me and said that they could not make it . then, wen ling, vanessa, yana & ika too msged me and said that hey could not make it . oh my god ! im alone . yeah, it was misserable . okay, vanessa msged me and told me to take the 106 and meet her later . okay, so, after i board the bus, i calle her . she said that she'll board the same bus with me . so yeah, hmm . then after i meet her in the bus , she wished me good luck . Erm, then, dropped down at the bus stop near lucky plaza . ALONE . then, i had to search for the cene all by myself . OH ! Daddy called me and instruct me . phew, finally i found the place . hahah . was just on time. then, msged fazly and asked him where's he . he said he's otw to taka for the soccer thingy . err, then i went to the kbox ALONE . when i first stepped in, everyone turned back and looked at me . i blushed . my face was EXTREMELY hot ! okay, then i sat beside this guy and practiced the lyric ALONE . Waited for my turn.

at last, i was next . Okay, i was feeling SUPER nervous . walked into the room and met the judges . and guess what ??? I TOLD THEM I FORGOT THE LYRIC ! hahahaha . they asked me to go outside and come back after i remembered the lyrics . and i blushed again . (-,-) then, i go in again and sang my heart out . but i did my WORST . my nerves are breaking me down . darn it lah . haha . nevermind . then, the person gave me the goodiebag . and i walked off . after that, ika msged me . she told me that yana n her are otw there . YAY ! then i waited for like, 1 hr plus . haha . nevermind . met them and walked to far east . we were lauging and laughing lah ! :D i miss those days . ate at KFC . then we walked around . it was quite fun ! we kept disturbing each other . ahahaha . they brightened up my day ! :) i love them . then, it was time to go home . oh yeah ! there was this both guys walking infront of us . they wore casual . guess what ? they wore SLIPPERS ! hahahahaaha . for the first time in my life . then, i shout out loudly " pergi town pakai slippers ye ? " yana n ika laughed at them .. hahahahaha .

Okay, then we went home . yana get bullied by me and ika . hahaha !



0305'07
went to the airport and met my sister ! (: she just came back from Melbern, australia . (i'm not sure if i spelled it correctly) . ahaha . my sis bought me a bag, 2 shirts and CHOCOLATES !


okay, i'm done . :)


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