Wednesday, January 31, 2007
 HAPPY advance BIRTHDAY FATIN (: wish you all the best in everything you do and study hard okay ? and i will always be here if you need me and i heart you deep deep (: take care okay ?
oh shoots . Today was fine (: got some punishments from mrs goh . COOL (: SINGAPORE WON TODAY . oh how i wish i can go there to see.. hmmmmmmppph .. well, today after school hanged around with Rany,Vanessa,Wenling,Desmon,Salven,Kevin,Kelvin,Darren and this 2 guys whom i don't know them . OMG . Rany bullied me . *sobs. and i'm not his darling ! LOLS. L-A-M-E. and Rany told me that this guy like me. But sorry, i got a guy of my own. And i'm proud to be with him okay ? After hanging around, met my only one at controll station around 3.30 .. I was late. Then, we went to the void deck. and we talk alot. hahas . after that, he sent me to the control station and i went to take the mrt to woodlands. LIKE USUAL . sigh* and, congrats my darling sis on having a NEW maid. haha. I'll miss my niece and nephew.
*honey, your kisses tells me something and i know it. kisses don't lie okay ?
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Today was great and i enjoyed myself (: 1.15, went out of the house and go to the bus stop at the pandan loop. Then, reached clementi around 1.30 .. Msg my boo .. And told him i was reaching . After i reached clementi, i hurried to the toilet and met Peihui,Puay li an vanessa . Then, i left my jacket with her and met my boo at the controll station . Gave him the $ and talk to him for a while. After that, he went off. Miss him so much .Then, met mira dear and we went to vivo. We took the 166 bus to there . We took alot of pictures . Haahaas . But we deleted it . Hmmmm .. After we reached there, we went to he cineplex and bought tickets. We are going to watch The Loth(a scary korean movie) . then we went to the macdonald at habourfront. watch them eat and gosh . we are gonna be late . It was going to be 4:20 already ! we hurried back . And OMG . we got lost . Then ,we ran back and go to the correct path . We were like mad girls . But it was quite fun though .Lucky us we arrived just in time. I bought popcorn combo which cost $7 . And mira bought Lays . We ran up the escalator and went to the room. Well, the theare was quite small . Just as i thought . we were too early ! we had to watch all the advertisement . We suffered through 30 minute straight !! Then, the movie started . It wasn't so scary as i thought . It turned out to be the worst ending i've ever seen in my whole entire life ! oh gosh . wasted $9.50 for a lame story . Hmmph . It would be great fun if my boo were to follow me. Hais .After the movie, we went to the toilet, touch up on our make up and went to the 3rd floor, where the shallow pool is . We had our fun time there !! We took ALOT of pictures. We were laughing and screaming out our lungs !! Well, i'll post the pics tomorrow . I'm so sleepy .. Goodbye for now.
*do GOODBYEs mean FOREVER ?
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Yesterday was great and i had my fun time with him . and gosh (: he ask me to be his that very moment. And it took me a while to answer me though. Because i was quite shy . Erm . And yeah . I accept him . And i was over exited. And i had fun time watching the blue sky with him. His hugs are the best (:-my only one.Just now, went to woodlands in the morning with my mum. *sigh . Miss my boo. Wondering how's he . Well, just hope that he's true to me. Erm . went to the docter at vista point. Omg. Capsules was okay but i super hate the cough medicine. yuck.*hold me tight and never let go, dear.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
today was the worst day ever !! As usual, i went to jurong east interchange with my mum . and took the mrt to clementi . msg my 2 darlings . And met them at mac . The sec 4s were there too . And we sat near the toilet. After a few minutes, Peihui, puay li and gf went to the toilet.. Leaving me alone . suddenly, A*(i don't want to mention his name) approach me and grab me by my collar . I was so dumbfounded !!! Then, he mumble a few words . I don't want to metion what he say here . *privacy* . Ouh shoots . i don't want to continue lah . It makes me feel more hurt and i don't want to make him loose face. And deep inside, i still do love you. This year really wasn't my year . And adi, that DUMBASS kept on disturbing me . Oh stupid, he wanna threaten me . But im not even scared . Pathetic ass . oh . Whatever .
Just now hanged around at wcc with GF(mira),Ah mei'darls(peihui),Ah gerllx(vanessa),Ah gurlx(wen ling),Amos andand many2 more. It was VERY BORING . yes, boring.MUNDANE. -did i spell it correctly ? i ain't good at spelling . Do correct me if i'm wrong. Went to macdonald but no spaces to sit. So, we walk around and came back after about 20 minutes. Then , we sat at the long white-coloured table. We were very noisy . (: and they made me smile . Haahaas . Thanks all .
I wanna change-for good . (: i want to be SUPER feminine. Can ?and i love my bestie and gf and darlings . (:
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Ooh . search the net for poems . and i think i should post them for you to see . (:
Lost |
by Larisa | I stared past my preacher
as he lectured me,
tears poured down my face
I knew what this was
I needed no lecturing
I only came to him for help
all I needed was moral support
I looked into his face
I knew what he was saying,
(the same as everyone else)
though I heard no words
I only cried harder
I understand everything
I don't need people to tell me what's wrong
he seemed to be my last resort
he was the only person I had left to turn to
and he had failed
now what? |
Waiting |
by Dawn D. | Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love. |
Courage To Move On |
by Mindy Carpenter | They had been together for many months,
Now, all she could feel was fear.
She gave all that she could give,
It just wasn't the way she wanted to live.
He left without a backward glance,
Not even giving their love a chance.
She often wonders what she could have done,
To keep him from going on the run.
Now she is living all alone,
With nothing to call her own.
She can barely make herself eat,
Wondering if her life will ever again be complete.
This woman is now moving along,
Building her courage, and becoming strong.
Time will heel her broken pride,
Toward the sunset her heart will glide. |
Haider's gf so cute , pretty and kind (:what a boring day .hais ..i love my abang solehin !!And i miss nizam ......
Friday, January 19, 2007
     Alot of things happened today. Hais .. I'll tell you all some other day . Well, the last 2 days, met this guy at mac. He was a skater boy (x . I was with My gurlfriend, cutiepie,darling peihui, jenelle and wan lin . I fall in love with that sk8ter . He was so cute and handsome. Love at first sight ? (: I asked Wen Ling to take down his number for me . And guess what ? he really gave me his number . x) I pity him . Haha . He was eating, then get interupted a few times. After he go out, i msg him . and bla3 . AND GUESS WHAT !!!! he was actually my friend . OMG. can't believe i forgot him . so PAISEY . Msg2 him all the way to woodlands. Then, he say he wanted my number from last year to but very shy2 . Haahaa . And he also say that he's happy to get my number . Well, his pp8 is low now . Sobs ... Hope that he'll top-up soon. i miss him !!
Well, Just now went to mac with darling peihui and wan lin. Saw Haireen and Met !! Kechoh lah tadi . Then Haireen so SOMBONG . Hais . So bored . Only msg with solihin, my junior xD . He's okay . Haahaa . well, i think i shall end here.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
He's sec 3 (: He's online now . well, I wanted to tell him . But he seems like he doesn't care . Im dying to have him . He looks like i can SETIE with . Hais . I want him i want him i want him . and guess what. He's favourite colour is BLUE . (: Friday, My Rabbit died ... hais ...............
I saw him the past few days. My heart skipped a beat when i turned to look at him.. Aww . How charming he was . Can i have him please ?? Well, if u really wanna know who...... He's wearing BLACK colour bag . (: MOVED ON ? i guess so . who wants a liar . hais ... But i still love him though .
Sunday, January 07, 2007
He's a liar .
i got a crush on someone.
And im trying my very best to walk away.
But i really love him.
i don't know .
Life is PUSHING me.
F*CK YOU ALL !
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