I've met a new friend,
A friend whom i thought i'd be happy with.
But i was wrong.
He's just a normal friend i guess. Maybe its jelousy i felt,
As love is blind.

I started to hate everyone,
Including myself.
Am ii in a dilema?
maybe ii am always.


Ii had it with life,
As life sux to the core.
Nothing came out as ii expected,
Because ii spoil every single moment.

Why bother iif my life'sgona end?
Maybe ii still have certain things to do in life.
Should ii end my life ?
or just being tortured iin real world ?

A girl who's just waiting for death,
Just like HEART.
A little secret which i no one knows .
I should not reveal it .
My life is shortening, &&let god take my lfe.

Before ii realese my last breathe,
ii just want to let him know that i love him.
That's all , ii guess .
it sux to be me.